I am a faithful servant of God, He is my life and my everything, and He lifted me up. My journey with him was quite hard yet worth it, until one day.. when, at fifteen years old, my virginity was taken.
covenant I had made with my lord to share my body and my life only
with the man who really loves me and will carry my child, was
The guy was courting me. I didn't say yes to him since I was waiting for the right time. Because i have that perspective in life that I'll wait for God's perfect timing.
He asked to drop by his house, and me as a fool and stupid i said yes.
When i went into his house..his family was away. And then he asked me to go with him in his room then we sat in his bad and talked for a few minutes until he pushed me so i was lying down and started to kiss me, and that was when my virginity was gone.
Where is he now? He left me and went back to his ex girlfriend, and it hurts. But what hurts even more is knowing I broke God's trust and especially my faith. That was my darkest time. I felt isolated, and so dirty and disgraceful. I wanted to die at that time, and so hopeless and broke.
Then God talked to me, and I really don't know how, He just did. He told me How much he cares for me. How much he loves me, not by my sin, but by who I am and who I will be in his plans. He wiped my tears.. and healed my broken heart. I read the bible and found that he will fix me again. That no trial will break me, but build me.
He turned my darkest time into good days. I've been unfaithful to him and yet he still loves me so much. His love is perfect.
Now I am back in my church and serving him. My life? It isn't perfect, but I have God on my side, and that makes my life almost perfect. I am now disciplining four people and I am now inspiring people. I love God and Jesus, without them I am nothing. I stumbled once, but he lifted me up. Praise be to God :) God bless you all!