I recently had what I think was an awakening dream. Awakening: an act or moment of becoming suddenly aware of something
Only the night before I had been struggling with decisions about my life. Such as, should I go to college? Should I join the Marine Corp? or should I go on to be a Video Gaming professional? Considering the things one must do, a professional in gaming would more than likely suffer from a lack of God's presence.
I was distressed and sort of depressed with myself. Considering that since day one I've been told, do what you love and it doesn't matter what you get paid! That is not correct. Because if you love doing something that doesn't benefit God then why do it. Others will look down on you for being a failure. So anyways, I prayed to God for guidance and He delivered!
That night I had a dream that I was walking along in a place which I knew wasn't earth, because it had no trees or anything to show that it was. There was a force field covering a distorted sky. It was near the earths troposphere, and had various misshaped holes in it. From these holes you could see what appeared to be galaxies in the distance, each one having its own "portal".
I walked along with others who where also looking at the sky. One of them who appeared to be my age said, you think those are... and I finished the sentence with... other galaxies. I do not remember this person's facial features because we were both awestruck by the sky, but it seemed to be someone I knew.
Later on the crowd slowly thinned out, until all of a sudden I was alone, and I approached what looked to be the top of a slope in the land. At the bottom of the slope I began to make out only what I can explain as a small temple. It was like the one's in the movies, without a roof or covering, just worn pillars and a hard stone brick floor.
Then I got this horrible feeling that I was there for judgment of Heaven, or Hell. I was the only one there, and it was dark and quiet. I remember thinking about my life and wondering if I was worthy to go to heaven. I was thinking that if I was dead I could no longer have any effect on the decision of the jury. I thought about what hell was like and how it would feel to be there.. well. Forever.
All through this day I have tried being a little nicer to people, while bearing in mind that my entire life is only a grain of sand in eternity. I now realized that I must follow God's will and not mine.
If anyone has had a similar dream please contact me. As of right now I am a bit scared of what is in store for me and "my part" in this world.
Sawyer, United States
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